"You Had Time"
(Lyrics by Ani diFranco)
"How can I go home... I've nothing to say?
I know... you're going to look at me that way...
And say... What did you do out there?
And... What did you decide? You said you needed time... and you had time...
You are a china shop... and I am a bull!
You are really good food... and I am full!
I guess everything is timing, I guess everything's been said...
So... I'm coming home with an empty head...
And You'll say... Did they love you, or what?
I'll say... They love what I do.
The only one who really loves me... is you!
And you'll say... Girl did you kick some butt?
And I'll say... I don't really remember? but my fingers are sore... and my voice is too...
You'll say... It's really good to see you!
You'll say... I've missed you horribly?!
You'll say... Let me carry that, give that to me...
And you'll take the heavy stuff,
and you'll drive the car,
and I'll look out the window... making jokes... about the way things are?!
How can I go home... I have nothing to say...
I know you're going to look at me... that way...
And say... What did you do out there? and what did you decide?
You said you needed time... and you had time...#
Sigh... I miss you... so many indecisions... why does loving you, needs to be this hard? I'm about to get out of the door... and u see... once I'm gone, there'll be no turning around... this will be our last chance... Ms.Belette.
