Soul slide...

Love will survive the hate! I believe.

What you feel now... is what I feel for you.

"Take My Hand..." (lyrics by Dido)

Touch my skin... and tell me what you're thinking?
Take my hand... and show me where we're going...
Lie down next to me... look into my eyes and tell me...
Oh tell me what you're seeing?

So... sit on top of the world... and tell me how you're feeling?
What you feel now is... what I feel for you!
Take my hand... and if I'm lying to you... I'll always be alone... if I'm lying to you...

See my eyes... they carry your reflection...
Watch my lips... and hear the words I'm telling you...
Give your trust to me... and look into my heart... and show me...
Oh show me what you're doing!
So ... sit on top of the world... and tell me how you're feeling...
What you feel now... is what I feel for you...

Take my hand... and if I'm lying to you... I'll always be alone!? If I'm lying to you...
Take your time... and if I'm lying to you...
I know you'll find that... you believe me... You believe me!

Feel the sun on your face... and tell me what you're thinking?
Catch the snow on your tongue... and show me how it tastes...
Take my hand... and if I'm lying to you... I'll always be alone!? If I'm lying to you...
Take your time... and if I'm lying to you...

I know you'll find that... you believe me... You believe me!
What you feel now... is what I feel for you.

O Dom de ser *FELIZ*!

Tocando em Frente:
(música popular brasileira)

"Ando devagar porque ja tive pressa...
E levo esse sorriso porque já chorei demais.
Hoje me sinto mais forte, mais feliz quem sabe,
Eu só levo a certeza, de que muito pouco eu sei.
Eu nada sei.
Conhecer as manhas e as manhãs,
O sabor das massas e das maçãs.
É preciso amor para poder pulsar,
É preciso paz para poder sorrir,
É preciso chuva para florir...
Penso que cumprir a vida seja simplesmente,
Compreender a marcha... ir tocando em frente...
Como velho boiadeiro levando a boiada,
Eu vou tocando os dias pela longa estrada...
Eu vou, estrada eu sou...
Todo o mundo ama um dia, todo o mundo chora.
Um dia a gente chega, no outro vai embora.
Cada um de nós compôe a sua história...
E cada ser em si, caarrega o dom de ser capaz... de ser feliz!"

MBP (brazilian popular music) sang by lesbian singer: Maria Bethania

Machine moon!!!!

(Portishead - *Machine Gun* Lyrics)

I saw a saviour, a saviour come my way
I thought I'd seen it, at the cold light of day
but now I realise that I’m... only for me?

If only I could see, you turn myself to me
and recognise the poison in my heart
there is no other place, no one else I face
Remedy... we’ll agree, is how I feel!

Here in my reflecting: What more can I say?
For I am guilty, for the voice that I obey!
Too scared to sacrifice a choice... chosen for me

If only I could see, you turn myself to me
and recognise the poison in my heart
there is no other place, no one else I face
Remedy... we’ll agree, is how I feel!

"O Amor em VISTA" (by Herberto Helder)

O Amor em Vista
(poema de Herberto Helder)

(...)
Dentro da tua face, estará a pedra da noite.
- Então cantarei a exaltante alegria da morte

Nem sempre me incendeia o acordar das ervas, e a estrela despenhada da sua orbita viva.
- Porém, tu sempre me incendeias.
Esqueço o arbusto impregnado de silencio diurno, a noite imagem pungente, com seu deus esmagado e ascendido.
- Porém, não te esquecem meus coraçoes de sal e brandura.
Entontece meu hálito com a sombra, tua boca penetra a minha voz, como a espada se perde no arco.
E quando gela a mãe em sua distância amarga, a lua estiola, a paisagem regressa ao ventre, o tempo se desfibra – invento para ti musica, a loucura e o mar.

Toco o peso da tua vida. A carne que fulge o sorriso, a inspiração.
E eu sei que cercaste os pensamentos com a mesa e a harpa.
Vou para ti com a beleza partida, os ombros violados, o sangue penetrado de paredes nuas.
Digo: eu sou a beleza, seu rosto e seu durar. Teus olhos transfiguram-se, tuas mãos descobrem a sombra da minha face.
Agarro tua cabeça àspera e luminosa, e digo: Ouves meu amor?, eu sou aquilo que se espera para as coisas, para o tempo – eu sou a beleza.
Inteira, tua vida o deseja. Para mim se erguem teus olhos de longe.
Tu propria me duras em minha velada beleza.

Então sento-me à tua mesa. Porque é de ti que me vem o fogo.
Não há gesto ou verdade, onde não dormissem tua sombra e loucura, não há vindima ou àgua, em que não estivesses pousando o silencio criador.
Digo: Olha, é o mar e a ilha dos mitos originais!
Tu das-me a tua mesa, descargas na vastidão da terra a carne transcendente. E em ti principiam o mar e o mundo.
(...)

*corpos*

there's nothing I'd like better than... to fall...

Daddy
by: Sylvia Plath

You do not do, you do not do any more,
black shoe, in which I have lived like a foot...
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo...

Daddy, I have had to kill you.
You died before I had time... marble-heavy, a bag full of God,
Ghastly statue with one gray toe,
Big as a Frisco seal...

And a head in the freakish Atlantic,
Where it pours bean green over blue... in the waters off beautiful Nauset.
I used to pray to recover you... Ach, du.

In the German tongue, in the Polish town,
scraped flat by the roller of wars, wars, wars...
But the name of the town is common,
My Polack friend says... there are a dozen or two.
So I never could tell... where you put your foot, your root,
I never could talk to you... the tongue stuck in my jaw...

It stuck in a barb wire snare... ich, ich, ich, ich,
I could hardly speak!?
I thought every German was you...
And the language obscene, an engine, an engine
Chuffing me off like a Jew...

A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen...
I began to talk like a Jew, I think I may well be a Jew...
The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna,
are not very pure or true...
With my gipsy ancestress and my weird luck... and my Taroc pack... and my Taroc pack... I may be a bit of a Jew...

I have always been scared of you!
With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo... and your neat mustache, and your Aryan eye... bright blue.
Panzer-man, panzer-man, Oh You!

Not God but a swastika, so black... no sky could squeak through!
Every woman adores a Fascist, the boot in the face, the brute...
Brute heart of a brute like you...

You stand at the blackboard, daddy, in the picture I have of you...
A cleft in your chin instead of your foot, but no less a devil for that,
no not... any less the black man who... bit my pretty red heart in two...

I was ten when they buried you... at twenty I tried to die... and get back, back, back to you... I thought even the bones would do?

But they pulled me out of the sack, and they stuck me together with glue...
And then I knew what to do:
I made a model of you, a man in black with a Meinkampf look...
And a love of the rack and the screw... and I said I do, I do.

So daddy, I'm finally through!
The black telephone's off at the root, the voices just can't worm through...
If I've killed one man, I've killed two:
The vampire who said he was you... and drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know... daddy, you can lie back now...

There's a stake in your fat black heart, and the villagers never liked you?
They are dancing and stamping on you... they always knew it was you... daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.


From "Ariel", 1966

Plastic people, pretending to be "human"...

Plastic (Lyrics by Portishead)

"I wonder why?
I don't know what you see?
Of course I care... I won't pretend...

It's just a thought...
I've said enough...
Don't you know life turns me?
Always wants me! I can hardly pray...

I could try, but don't know what you hear?
'Cause in my heart, you were so clear...
It's just a thought... I've said enough!
Don't you know life turns me... always wants me...
I can hardly pray...

On your stage... a show that you create...
All by yourself! I am nowhere...?
You never noticed, you were so sure?
Don't you know life turns me... always wants me...
I can hardly pray?!"


A misunderstanding becomes an heart trouble, if you make it stone to hear!?
U've closed urself to hurting, feeling... loving me?... u've closed urself and took me inside aswell... us both sinking in ur heart of stone! :(

nice pride smile!

Yes we can sisters!!!:)
HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY TO U ALL OUT THERE!!!:);)

my troubles with... you.

Skin Lyrics to *The Trouble With Me* :

"Can’t see you, through your blinding words?
Eyes burning, through the lies you stutter...
Can’t breathe, in case I take them... in
Then I’d lose my mind...

I believe that... you believe in you...
Still reeling, from the words you uttered?
Feel sick enough... to let you win!?
Recognising... the trouble with me... is my troubles with you!
Sometimes you make me feel like... I’m everybody’s fool?

The trouble with me... is my troubles with you?
You’d like me to believe, I need no one... but you... no one but... you...

I stumble, from your juiced up promises?!
Can’t believe what I forgave in you?
Too scared, by what you think I’m living for?
So distorted... ?

Stupid me, I should have listened to you anyway?
Between the lies, I would have heard... the truth!
So slick, you could've lied to anyone...
Now... I see... that...

The troubles with me, are my troubles with you!?
Sometimes you make me feel like I’m... everybody’s fool!
Oh, the troubles with me, are my troubles with you...
You’d like me to believe, I need no one but you... no one but you?

You can run, you can run away...
But I can run too! Far enough to see...
Oh, you can run... you can run today!
But I can run too, far enough to see... the wrong in you..."


Still... I guess Im addicted to you!? :/ sigh!
Sandy

A place of love? I'll be there anytime...

God knows how I adore life
When the wind turns on the shores... lies another day
I can not ask for more

When the time bell... blows my heart
And I've scored a better day
Well nobody makes... this war of mine

And the moments that I enjoy:
A place of love and mystery!
I'll be there... anytime
Oh mysteries of love... where war is no more
I'll be there anytime!

When the time bell... blows my heart
And I have scored a better day
Well nobody made this war... of mine

And the moments that I enjoy... a place of love and mystery
I'll be there... anytime
Mysteries of love, where war is no more
I'll be there... anytime... ?

(Beth Gibbons Lyrics: *Mysteries*)


It's just that... I cant live if I cant feel in love... my heart goes numb, my soul retreats somewhere i cant reach... and *all of me* just longs for... death. And GODDESS knows how adore LIFE!? *sigh* I just hate... this "Winter guest"...

*Mirage*
by Christina Rossetti

The hope I dreamed of was a dream,
Was but a dream; and now I wake,
Exceeding comfortless, and worn, and old,
For a dream's sake.

I hang my harp upon a tree,
A weeping willow in a lake;
I hang my silenced harp there, wrung and snapt,
For a dream's sake.

Lie still, lie still, my breaking heart;
My silent heart, lie still and break:
Life, and the world, and mine own self, are changed,
For a dream's sake.

love illusion: god's latest joke...

"I Started A Joke" (a song by Faith No More)

I started a joke,
which started the whole world crying...
Oh, but I didn't see? That the joke was on... me?
...oh no...
And I started to cry,
which started the whole world laughing...
Oh, if I'd only seen,
that the joke... was on me?!

And I looked at the skies,
running my hands over my eyes...
And I... fell out of bed,
cursing my head... for things that I've said?

'Till I finally died,
which started the whole world living...
Oh, if I'd only seen... that the joke was on me!

And I... looked at the skies, running my hands... over my eyes...
And I... fell out of bed, cursing my head... for things that I've said...

'Till I finally died,
which started the whole world living!?
Oh, if I'd only seen... that the joke... was on me...
That the joke was on.... me...
... on me.

Looking to fall for love...

Laurie Anderson's "Walking & Falling" lyrics:

I wanted you... and I was looking for you...
but I couldn't find you?
I wanted you... and I was looking for you all day,
but I couldn't find you?

I couldn't find you...

You're walking... and you don't always realize it, but you're always falling...
With each step, you fall forward slightly... and then catch yourself, from falling...
Over and over, you're falling... and then catching yourself... from falling.

And this is how, you can be walking... and falling... at the same time.

...so resolve your love... I'll be lost when you are gone...

Title: "Resolve"
Lyrics by: Beth Gibbons
Album: "Out Of Season"

Time rolls... as days go by...
And now I've figured, that I ain't gonna last?
Summer skies, are leaving me behind...

So resolve your loving... I've said it all...
And I'll be lost... when you're gone?
Blind me from this! ... blind me!

Time's told... as days go by...
I still ponder this old question... why?
But now I know,
There's no time to decide!

So resolve your love... saying all!
I'll be lost... when you're gone...
Blind me from keep... blind me!

And daylight knows,
How my eyes have tired...
Like the circles, life evermore will bear!

So resolve your loving... say it all...
I'll be lost when you're gone...
Blind me from peace... blind me...

*Endeavor!*

A song By FIONA APPLE... for u:)

"I lie in an early bed... thinking late thoughts...
Waiting for the black to replace... my blue?
I do not struggle in your web, 'cause it was my aim... to get caught!
But daddy longlegs, I feel that I'm finally growing weary... waiting to be consumed by... you!

Give me the first taste!
Let it begin... heaven cannot wait forever?
Darling just start the chase... I'll let you win, but you must make the endeavor...

Oh, your love gives me a heart... contusion?
Adagio breezes fill... my skin with sudden red!
Your hungry flirt... borders intrusion?!
And I'm building memories... on things... we have not said?

Full is not heavy, as empty not nearly... my love?
Not nearly my love... not nearly!?

Give me the first taste!
Let it begin... heaven cannot wait forever...
Darling, just start the chase!
I'll let you win... but you must make the endeavor...

The first taste... let it begin!
Heaven cannot wait forever... darling pls start this chase!
I'll let you win!... but you must make the endeavor!"

("The First Taste" lyrics)

"What" will ever be... "good enough" for u?

*Good Enough*
(Live Lyrics, by Sarah MacLachlan)

Hey... your glass is empty,
It's a hell of a long way home...
Why don't you let me take you?
It's no good to go alone...
I never would have opened up, but you seemed so real to me?
And after all the bullshit I've heard, it's refreshing not to see...
That I don't have to pretend, she doesn't expect it from me...

So...
Don't tell me... I haven't been good to you?
Don't tell me... I have never been there for you...?!
Don't tell me... Why... nothing is good enough?

Hey little girl... would you like some candy?
Your momma said that it's ok...
The door is open... come on outside!
No... I can't come out today...?

It's not the wind, that cracked your shoulder... and threw you to the ground!
Who's there, to make you so... afraid?
You're shaken to the bone... and I don't understand?
Coz... You deserve so much more than this!?

So...
Don't tell me... why he hasn't been good to you?
Don't tell me... why he has never been there for you...?!
Don't tell me... Why... nothing is good enough?
Coz... You deserve much more than this...

"um carinho às vezes"

"Às vezes no silêncio da noite...
Eu fico imaginando nós dois?
Eu fico ali sonhando acordado, juntando... o antes, o agora e o depois?

Porque você me deixa tão solto?
Porquê você não cola em mim?
'tou me sentindo muito sozinho!
Não sou, nem quero ser o seu dono...
É que um carinho às vezes... cai bem!

Eu tenho meus segredos e planos... secretos?
Só abro p'ra você... e mais ninguém...

Porquê você me esquece e some?
E se eu me interessar por alguém?
E se ela, de repente... me ganha?

Quando a gente gosta, é claro que a gente cuida!
Fala que me ama... só que é da boca p'ra fora?
Ou você me engana, ou não está madura... onde está você agora?"

[lyrics by Caetano Veloso]

"ALL" (Lyrics by K's Choice)

Is there anything you want from me?
My arms, my life, my energy...
I don't know how far I can go?
Everything says no,
But you know how it goes, when you're used to your side of the bed...

I know you don't belong in this room,
But you're here now so... what can I do?

All that I am is...
All I was taught to be,
All that you are is...
A wall between myself... and me?

Have you ever really looked at me?
Or thought about me secretly?
Do I make you wonder at all... about the speed of light?
Outside our little world we might... not feel so alone...
And...

I know you don't belong in this room,
But you're here now... So what can I do?

All that I am is...
All I was taught to be,
All that you are is...
A wall between myself and... me...

All that I am is...
All I was taught to be,
All that you are is...
A wall between myself and... me.

What if your dreams dont come back to you?

Carnival
(Lyrics by Tori Amos)

"I sing to the sun in the sky,
I sing to the sun raised high!

Carnival dancer, magical time of youth!
And as the day draws nigh, dreams fill my heart...
I'll sing while he raises guitar!
I'll sing as the night wakes the dawn...
Will love come my way, on this magical day?
And will hope stay in my heart?

Carnival dancer, magical time of youth...
And as the day draws nigh, dreams fill my heart...
And sing while he raises guitar...
I'll sing my dream from afar!
Will love come my way... on this magical day?
And will hope stay in my heart?

Will true love... come my way on this magical day?
Overlook, oh my love!
In my... heart... Stay! (oh, dear)
Stay... (oh, dear) Stay... In my... You... You...(stay again)...

The way you're walking... and walk! The way you can...
The way you're telling me... you're not a danger?
This man, I said again... I say again!
I'm not too kind [to the] moon...
Telling me, well... I watch you!
Im kin to you... You..."